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About Me Member SecureFreedomMale/Australia Recent Activity
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~SecureFreedom

Artist | Professional | Design & Interfaces
Australia
.// tying knots loose.
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  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: The Whole of the Moon - The Waterboys
  • Watching: Snuff Box
  • Playing: Deus Ex 3: Human Revolution
  • Eating: Eggs
  • Drinking: Vanilla Coke
Forecast reads: Procrastination fading late, change imminent, followed by somewhat creative patchy rain with a glimmer of blue sun by the end of day.*

*Day is based on an immeasurable amount of time...a bit like life really.

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:iconrukariouzumaki:
Boii, check your notes from me something fierce. You have three unread. >:C

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-- Many years, no change; needing to move on --
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:iconrukariouzumaki:
Not sure if you read the last two. Lol

After it moves so far to the right, they appear to like... er... make their own page. "2 Replies," as it says.

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:iconuzumakiruk:
I still check up on you on occasion. :P
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:iconsecurefreedom:
I'm still alive; Somewhere.

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She'll be Apples...

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"You ask me if I have a god-complex? Well let me tell you something...I am God."
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:iconrukariouzumaki:
I just realized that was a second account of mine. Go figure.

Hell.. I've changed a lot.

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What's the story? How are things?

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:iconsecurefreedom:
You know the feeling you get when you sit in a chair that someone else has only just been sitting in after an hour of aching feet? Or picking up a pay-phone that you've been trying to look busy as you can to not show needing it as your watching the previous user's back disappear down a street?

I'm resenting things I've always wanted once I've achieved them. Each time I'm utterly disappointed with a result, even though it's mostly more than I wished for before.

I got my motorcycle licence, but have yet to buy bike.

I've won an award, something I was striving for...but now I don't want to go and receive it.

It feels all superficial, I think it's just a part of being over 20...but I want my old life back. My old eyes. When I didn't know who/what I was. It was hard, but it was fuckloads more inciting to get up everyday and see what was thrown at me. Even if I was depressed, I'd still be just that little bit eager to see if things were lightening up.

I want what I had back (which wasn't much at all)...and all the things I have now, I'd gladly crush them down.

But if I were to do it, will I come to resent it like everything else?

...you truly do become the person you hate the most.

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She'll be Apples...

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"You ask me if I have a god-complex? Well let me tell you something...I am God."
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:iconhimiko5tails:
Hallo i looked at some of ur deviants very GOOOOOD!
ps ur hot

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LIving life to the extreme and not regretting anything....
LOOK IM PINK!!!
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:iconrukariouzumaki:
He's mine. x3

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:iconhimiko5tails:
haha ok then

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LIving life to the extreme and not regretting anything....
LOOK IM PINK!!!
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:iconhimiko5tails:
haha lol

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LIving life to the extreme and not regretting anything....
LOOK IM PINK!!!
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